w00! rb again le...0nce again, i did n0t keep my pr0mise...rb int0 a her0...l0l...lvl 156...44m0re lvls t0 rb again! dis tym r0und, i really really wil rb as fire/p0is0n mage...l0l...
remember dat guy? he smsed me again...he keep 0n asking me t0 meet him...tried wid all my might t0 reject it...l0l...t0day he t0ld me dat his crush has stead lia0...n dis qu0te fr0m him: if i c0nfirm my crush has stead lia0 den we stead 0k? l0l...den i asked him if i m a substitute...he answered: N0T REALLY... d0 u understand de meanning 0f N0T REALLY? dere ish s0me c0mp0nent 0f YES! l0l...den he keep 0n smsing me t0 ask me t0 stead wid him...i nvr replied him...l0l...sh0 0nce again...dis ish de type 0f guys i 0waes met...wad can i expect? l0l
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l0l...lvl 192 lerh...8 m0re lvls t0 rb...again! wan t0 fire mage dis tym...really...n wad! when i was l0gging 0ff, i t0ld a guy dat i was a gerl and he asked s0me qns den wan me t0 tead wid him...l0l? i dun even n0e him in de fers place...den thru sms he t0ld me dat he has a crush...sh0 wad? wad m i? c0z he's desparate? dun w0rry...i wun let him d0wn de (th0 he didn n0e i lyk him)...l0l...
haiz...went t0 kallang leisure park t0 take pics...g0t chased 0ut by de damn security guard...n de salesgerl 0f a sh0p...DUN U DARE GIF ME DAT FACE, BITCH! h0pe dat she wun be able t0 c her last dusk...in de end, i 0nly manage t0 get a few pics 0f de ext...haiz...
anyway, i really g0in t0 gif up le...juz wan t0 c0ncentrate 0n my family n sk00l...i had been waitin...i n0e i cant expect m0re wid my l00ks...i n0e i can stil lead a n0rmal life...d0 i really nid them? :) h0pe n0t...lyk i said...we cant expect anytin in dis w0rld, in 0ur life...juz haf t0 keep 0n remindin myself...f0rget b0ut everytin...a new life...dere's n0 HIM anym0re...hth0 it requires tym but im trying...at least...
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haiz...havent i t0ld myself a l0t 0f tym? n0t t0 pin any h0pe 0n 0thers...d0 n0t expect anytin fr0m 0thers...but i failed t0 d0 dat...theref0re my punishment ish disapp0inment...haiz...saw a m0nkey at m0re than w0rds...it ish bigger den de biggest m0nnkey i haf...c0st b0ut 69...t0t my parents wud buy it f0r me...h0wever dey say n0 wid0ut even tinkin b0ut it...l0l...haiz...nvr expect anytin fr0m anyb0dy...believe me...
me n cher lin were tinkin b0ut highlighting 0ur hair 0n fri since dere's n0 classes...wanted t0 make it red n purple...w0nder it suits me...
anyway...2nd rb le...b0wmaster...lvl 154...h0tkeys filled wid skills...h0pe t0 rb as fire mage de next tym...mp n hp max...im de pr0! arent i? l0l...
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w0w! wind0ws haf been installed in my mac le...yay!!! can play maple le! i miss wind0ws sh000 much! kisses...n m0st 0f all, finish de 2 final assignment le!!! w0a...sh0 happy! maple all day le! anway, i rebirth le! n0 ish bish0p cum nightl0rd! w0w! c00l rite! lvl170 nl wid heal n genesis! yay! 10 m0re lvls t0 rb again! muz tink 0f wad i wan t0 rb as le...sry bz...l0l...bleah=P
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haiz...i cant even use c0m in my hse! my parents keep c0mplaining b0ut de utilities bill...dey say i used t00 much 0f de electricity! l0l...deref0re i decided t0 bring my lappy t0 sk00l n play...dis wud help dm save electricity...den my father wud c0mplain dat i stay 0ut t00 late...l0l...give n take marh...if dey wan m0ney den dey wun be able t0 c me sh0 much...l0l...
0.0 remember dat when my sis n i asked my parents t0 bring us 0verseas, dey wud say it ish t00 ex...n mum said if either me 0r my sis want t0 g0 0verseas wid 0ur frenz den she stil can aff0rd f0r a single tics...h0wever, when i t0ld my parents dat de sk00l ish bringin us 0ut t0 bangk0k f0r b0ut 800, she rejected...its n0t lyk g0in t0 s0me c0untries which nid a few k...wy parents juz wun keep their pr0mise? l0l...
haiz...nvm...we haf t0 depend 0n 0urselves...if i really wan t0 g0 0verseas, den wait till i get a j0b n gif her s0me m0nthly expenses!!! jiay0u bah, m0nkey!
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w00t...i made my ez-link card le...de pic sucks l0...n den it c0sts me $21...l0l...haiz...feel sh0 vexed...dunn0 wy...
0k c0me 0n! lets juz cl0se 0ur eyes...tink 0f de pers0n wh0m u l0ved m0st in dis w0rld...tink 0f h0w his/her eyes l00k lyk...den sl0wly t0 de n0se m0uth ears...can u really remember h0w he/she l00ks lyk? u muz be very sure when u were tinking...n0t juz: ermm...it shud l00k s0metin lyk dat...isit quite difficult t0 remember very clearly h0w he/she l00ks lyk?
2ml my uncles n aunties r c0min t0 0ur hse t0 celebbrate my grandma's bdae...HAPPY BIRTHDAY, P0P0! th0 she may be quite irritating s0metyms but she was de 0ne hu br0ught me up...it's been a l0ng tym since i we sit d0wn n haf a heart t0 heart c0nv0...i realised dat she had bec0me really 0ld...p0p0, u had dedicated m0re den half 0f ur life t0 dis family...h0pe dat u can really enj0y life n0w, wid n0 w0rries! u may n0t n0e h0w imp0rtant u r t0 me...I L0VE Y0U, P0P0! u muz 0utlive me, k?
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i l0st my ez-link...my m0ther sc0lded me lyk hell...wy? did u tink i wan it? since ur r still studyin...ur shud n0e dat we really nid quite a l0t 0f m0ney...esp d0se in iad (if u r reading). we nid t0 buy l0ts 0f stuff den end up wid n0 m0ney f0r lunch...whe i t0ld my parents dat i was br0ke dey wun believe...dey will keep sayin dat im tryin t0 save l0ts 0f m0ney n dun wan t0 eat lunch...wdh...n dey keep c0mplaining dat dey r really p00r...
sh0 when i t0ld my mum dat i l0st my ez-link card...she flared up...say dat i wan t0 spend her m0ney again...u t0t i lyk it? i was sh0 guilty larh...den d0es she n0es? instead 0f s0lving dis pr0b wid me...she made me feel w0rse...l0l...she was n0t liddat when my sis l0st hers...she even br0ught her t0 make 0ne...l0l...
i've l0st my ez-link, de past relati0nship wid my mum, their trust, m0st 0f all, i wish dat i can l0st my way h0me...
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didnt ur realised dat pinning t00 much h0pe wil hurt? i've 0waes t0t its a new beginning in a new sk00l...new frenz...new h0pe...new shad0w in my heart...l0l...h0wever, de results r de same...i l00ked at u...u nvr realised...i tried my best...u t0t it was n0rmal...but it t00k me l0ts 0f eff0rt t0 d0 dis...exhuasted...n0 energy left t0 carry any h0pes...i juz h0pe dat i can lead a n0rmal life...even wid n0 ppl t0 t0k t0 when im really tired...juz ign0re me if u wan...i can n0 l0nger haf a single dream n h0pe...but i wil wait f0r u t0 realise dat i was waiting f0r u...0r even t0 n0e dat its u...u wil 0waes be kept as a secret until u realise hu u r...
ethel's bdae c0min s00n...dey asked me t0 celebrate it wid her...i dun wan...wy isit 0waes me? dey wud remember every0ne else's bdae...except me...l0l...
anyway...im b0rn al0ne...sh0 it means dat i haf t0 survive al0ne...n0b0dy cares...my parents...relatives...even frenz...wad can i believe in in life? i had n0 idea...
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finally submitted my w0rk le...t00k a l0ng tym n energy t0 finish it...but c0z i didn put it up 0n tym den de highest mark i can get ish a pass...wdh larh...00ps...i mean wff...waste all my energy n tym...
anyway anb0dy can ans me dis qn? wad ish life? t00k 5 yrs t0 try t0 understand it...dun even n0e wad its b0ut even until n0w...yeah rite...im a failure...
t0 me, life ish juz b0ut d0in wad a human shud be d0in...even after d0in great tings in dis w0rld, we stil haf t0 die...sh0...living ish b0ut accepting death? b0ut 0verc0min 0ur fear 0f death? many ppl wan fame...but after dey die, d0 dey really stil haf dat? maybe yesh...but dere wil 0waes be a deadline t0 dat...l0l
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haiz...finally finished my final assignment le...phew...hate de rendering...d0t d0t d0t...sigh ...hurt my hand...anyway g0in t0 f0t0c0py it t0day...h0pe dat de end result wud be g00d...
hmm...train until lvl 118 den suddenly g0t server check...den dunn0 wad happen...bec0me lvl 117 again...arghhh...
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wh00...n0 sk00l 0n m0n tue n wed! yay! but haf t0 d0 de final assignment...juz ch0se de electives...really n0 idea wad t0 ch00se...anyway maple lvl 100 le! yesh! *claps* sh0 diff t0 train...hmm...
anyway limin camp in 0ur hse...package which c0nsists 0f 3 meals f0r 4d3n n a cup n00dles...l0l...haiz...l0l
haiz...really dunn0 wad t0 d0 wid my mac leh...nid wind0ws...den heard dat if wan wind0ws xp ish much m0re ex leh...h0w? i shudn't had b0ught a mac in de fers place...0ther den surfing de net u cant d0 anytin wid it le...haiz...my tablet...
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arghhh... t0day ish de day which xueyi (my sis) change her f0ne...she wanted a f0ne very much n it has 0waes c0st a l0t...m0re den $300...but everytym i change my f0ne...dey wil 0waes say dey r n0t g0in t0 pay m0re den $300...but n0w when i t0ld my dad de f0ne my sis wan c0st m0re de $300...he juz said...0h...den he rushed us d0wn early in de m0rning t0 causeway p0int t0 get her de f0ne...l0l?
didn my parents 0waes say dey r n0t paying f0r a f0ne dats m0re den $300? den wy...0kie 0kie...i understand...c0z dey lyk her m0re? c0z dey tink dey had 0ready paid a l0t f0r my pian0 less0n? c0z she 0waes had better results den me? c0z im in p0ly n n0t jc? l0l?
i 0waes t0t dat my m0ther ish fair...but wad? l0l? she even agreed 0n payin f0r de m0re den $300 f0ne...l0l?
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wh00t...ytd went t0 causeway p0int...i t0ld my m0ther i nid t0 buy s0metin f0r my sk00l de but my dad was damn angry...he said dat i anyh0w spend his m0ney...i was pissed...it was f0r sk00lw0rk!!! actually it had 0waes been liddat...but dunn0 wy i juz cant stand it...wy can he spend his m0ney 0n 4D but juz cant spend s0me 0n my studies...haiz...anyway i ign0red him de wh0le day...i realised dat every0ne haf t0 depend 0n themselves...dere's n0b0dy in dis w0rld hu ish really reliable...f0r my dad, a father's resp0nsibility ish juz t0 pr0vide f00d cl0thes n l0dge...0ur feelings r n0t t0 his c0ncern...h0pe dat de g0d 0f death d0 n0t gif me a death n0te...
anyway when we were at causeway p0int my mum was angry wid my dad f0r his stingyness...hahaha...
0.0 i was sh0cked t0 watch de news...dere was a murder at causeway p0int f00d c0urt at ar0und 10.30...n t0 my surprise...i was dere havin bf...but i did n0t n0e dere was a murder...but me n my sis saw 2 p0liceman...wh0a...scary...haha
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haiz...sh0 MTPre ish b0ut draftin? w0a...everyday draw draw draw...spend sh0 much 0n de materials...wad if every m0dules haf t0 spend sh0 much...haiz...any sp0ns0rs? 0.0 tues haf t0 draw 9 pics 0f 0ur m0del n i dun even n0e h0w t0 draw...in de end i ended up d0in rubbish...haiz...terrible...den n0w haf t0 draw 2 m0re...dat su han...h0w m i g0in t0 survive dese tree yrs? 0.0
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w0a w0a w0a w0a w0a...dis tym realy realy br0ke lia0 ler...haiz...de fers day 0f sk00l suhan caused us t0 buy sh0 many tings...initially ppl tink it wil 0nli c0st b0ut 30 d0llars...den when we check 0ut de price it's realy 30 d0llars...0ne ting c0st 30 d0llars n we stil haf l0ts 0f tings t0 buy...n tanks t0 mell many ppl b0rr0wed m0ney fr0m her...haha...
0.0 remember ytd we t00k bus n0 23 t0 bas basah...de bus was quite cr0wded...after a few st0ps danicia f0und a seat beside an 0ld man...n when she sat d0wn...kenny t0ld us dat de uncle was 'excited'...dat realy scared danicia...haha...
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