haha. i did my very very best t0 make my mum happy. she ish de VIP in my w0rld. as u n0e, when u l0ve a pers0n m0re den he/ she l0ves u, u wil get nth but pains. my sis has 0waes d0ne better in me. in her studies. fr0m kindergarten, she has t0pped de class. it was til pri 1. but she g0t 2nd in pri 2. pri 3, she g0t int0 de best class. pri 5 t00. PSLE, she g0t 256. f0r me? i've nvr t0pped de class. nvr g0tten int0 any best class. PSLE sc0red 0ver 10 marks ll0wer den my sis. u n0e h0w bad it feels t0 0waes l0se t0 s0me0ne y0unger den u? rly bad. u wil c h0w ur parents praises her, enc0urage her. i nvr g0t d0se praises. nvr. wy? i tried my best t00. rly. i tried. dey nvr realised. nvr.
my mum wud 0waes say, w0w, l00k at ur sis, she's sh0 clever. c0z her results r higher den all my c0usins. 0f c0urse, mummy, u can be pr0ud 0f her. but, can u dun d0 it infr0nt 0f me? dun tell dis t0 me. it's n0t lyk i wan t0 l0se. 0ne wil nvr wan t0 l0se. d0 u understand? i cried f0r days after gettin my '0's results. d0 u n0e? u said nth. after all dis, i m numb. but mummy, i juz wan u t0 realise dat i feel terrible. i h0pe dat i wun d0 anytin bad anyday. im c0nt0lling. but mummy, dun w0rry. i wil stil try all dat i can t0 make u happy. til de last sec i haf 0n earth. c0z i rly l0ve u.
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