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  it has been 0ne m0nth in de new sk00l...TP...i t0t i wud enj0yed n i had enj0yed...but came t0 de realisati0n dat it was juz a self-decepti0n...

  de new envir0nment...new tings t0 learn...new frens...i t0t i wud be able t0 c0pe well wid everytin...in de end...hmm...i m reali tired...maybe i shud g0 back t0 de way im livin in in de past...being my 0wnself ish easier...i d0n haf de ability t0 make every0ne accept me...at least i tried but knew dat i cant...d0zens 0f red bull wil n0t even be able t0 wake me up...

  every0ne makes me feel sh0 imp0rtant initialy but threw me hard 0ne de gr0und f0rcing me t0 accept de truth dat i m juz n0thin...n n0w i n0e, I M N0THIN...sh0 st0p bein sh0 cruel t0 me...it reali hurts...

  dun w0rry...i wil smile...at least i wud f0rce myself t0 smile...