m0nkey

  w00h00! dunn0 wy my parents let me buy de big big m0nkey...but was rly happy!

  life n0wadays r rly b0ring...n0 games...n0thin...dunn0 wads wr0ng wid me...0r my muscles...i juz cudnt laugh...i tried...but n0t even laughin at j0kes...maybe im juz trained t0 sh0w a smiling face but n0t a real sincere smile...cant remember when was de last day dat i was rly rly elated...0r i dun even haf dat day?

   haiz...i rly wan t0 n0e wadz de meaning 0f life...rly... n0b0dy has t0ld me de ans...0r n0b0dy cud tell me de ans...i wil try t0 carry 0n but dunn0 when my exhausti0n wud be unbearable...juz h0pe dat everytin g0es well n maybe living t0 an age 0f 30 isnt dat difficult...juz lack 0f c0urage...(lyk i said, carry 0n living requires greater c0urage den dying, <if u remember i 0nce said dat>)...