remember dat guy? he smsed me again...he keep 0n asking me t0 meet him...tried wid all my might t0 reject it...l0l...t0day he t0ld me dat his crush has stead lia0...n dis qu0te fr0m him: if i c0nfirm my crush has stead lia0 den we stead 0k? l0l...den i asked him if i m a substitute...he answered: N0T REALLY... d0 u understand de meanning 0f N0T REALLY? dere ish s0me c0mp0nent 0f YES! l0l...den he keep 0n smsing me t0 ask me t0 stead wid him...i nvr replied him...l0l...sh0 0nce again...dis ish de type 0f guys i 0waes met...wad can i expect? l0l
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- Jul 31 Thu 2008 22:30
0nce again...
remember dat guy? he smsed me again...he keep 0n asking me t0 meet him...tried wid all my might t0 reject it...l0l...t0day he t0ld me dat his crush has stead lia0...n dis qu0te fr0m him: if i c0nfirm my crush has stead lia0 den we stead 0k? l0l...den i asked him if i m a substitute...he answered: N0T REALLY... d0 u understand de meanning 0f N0T REALLY? dere ish s0me c0mp0nent 0f YES! l0l...den he keep 0n smsing me t0 ask me t0 stead wid him...i nvr replied him...l0l...sh0 0nce again...dis ish de type 0f guys i 0waes met...wad can i expect? l0l
- Jul 30 Wed 2008 23:17
surprise?
haiz...went t0 kallang leisure park t0 take pics...g0t chased 0ut by de damn security guard...n de salesgerl 0f a sh0p...DUN U DARE GIF ME DAT FACE, BITCH! h0pe dat she wun be able t0 c her last dusk...in de end, i 0nly manage t0 get a few pics 0f de ext...haiz...
anyway, i really g0in t0 gif up le...juz wan t0 c0ncentrate 0n my family n sk00l...i had been waitin...i n0e i cant expect m0re wid my l00ks...i n0e i can stil lead a n0rmal life...d0 i really nid them? :) h0pe n0t...lyk i said...we cant expect anytin in dis w0rld, in 0ur life...juz haf t0 keep 0n remindin myself...f0rget b0ut everytin...a new life...dere's n0 HIM anym0re...hth0 it requires tym but im trying...at least...
- Jul 28 Mon 2008 23:13
disapp0intment fr0m same s0urce
me n cher lin were tinkin b0ut highlighting 0ur hair 0n fri since dere's n0 classes...wanted t0 make it red n purple...w0nder it suits me...
anyway...2nd rb le...b0wmaster...lvl 154...h0tkeys filled wid skills...h0pe t0 rb as fire mage de next tym...mp n hp max...im de pr0! arent i? l0l...
- Jul 24 Thu 2008 23:34
stress reliever
- Jul 18 Fri 2008 22:06
disapp0intment
0.0 remember dat when my sis n i asked my parents t0 bring us 0verseas, dey wud say it ish t00 ex...n mum said if either me 0r my sis want t0 g0 0verseas wid 0ur frenz den she stil can aff0rd f0r a single tics...h0wever, when i t0ld my parents dat de sk00l ish bringin us 0ut t0 bangk0k f0r b0ut 800, she rejected...its n0t lyk g0in t0 s0me c0untries which nid a few k...wy parents juz wun keep their pr0mise? l0l...
haiz...nvm...we haf t0 depend 0n 0urselves...if i really wan t0 g0 0verseas, den wait till i get a j0b n gif her s0me m0nthly expenses!!! jiay0u bah, m0nkey!
- Jul 11 Fri 2008 18:50
finding a w0rld...
0k c0me 0n! lets juz cl0se 0ur eyes...tink 0f de pers0n wh0m u l0ved m0st in dis w0rld...tink 0f h0w his/her eyes l00k lyk...den sl0wly t0 de n0se m0uth ears...can u really remember h0w he/she l00ks lyk? u muz be very sure when u were tinking...n0t juz: ermm...it shud l00k s0metin lyk dat...isit quite difficult t0 remember very clearly h0w he/she l00ks lyk?
2ml my uncles n aunties r c0min t0 0ur hse t0 celebbrate my grandma's bdae...HAPPY BIRTHDAY, P0P0! th0 she may be quite irritating s0metyms but she was de 0ne hu br0ught me up...it's been a l0ng tym since i we sit d0wn n haf a heart t0 heart c0nv0...i realised dat she had bec0me really 0ld...p0p0, u had dedicated m0re den half 0f ur life t0 dis family...h0pe dat u can really enj0y life n0w, wid n0 w0rries! u may n0t n0e h0w imp0rtant u r t0 me...I L0VE Y0U, P0P0! u muz 0utlive me, k?
- Jul 06 Sun 2008 15:41
l0st...
sh0 when i t0ld my mum dat i l0st my ez-link card...she flared up...say dat i wan t0 spend her m0ney again...u t0t i lyk it? i was sh0 guilty larh...den d0es she n0es? instead 0f s0lving dis pr0b wid me...she made me feel w0rse...l0l...she was n0t liddat when my sis l0st hers...she even br0ught her t0 make 0ne...l0l...
i've l0st my ez-link, de past relati0nship wid my mum, their trust, m0st 0f all, i wish dat i can l0st my way h0me...
- Jul 01 Tue 2008 22:03
h0pes hurt...
ethel's bdae c0min s00n...dey asked me t0 celebrate it wid her...i dun wan...wy isit 0waes me? dey wud remember every0ne else's bdae...except me...l0l...
anyway...im b0rn al0ne...sh0 it means dat i haf t0 survive al0ne...n0b0dy cares...my parents...relatives...even frenz...wad can i believe in in life? i had n0 idea...
- Jun 26 Thu 2008 22:19
c0mpleti0n...
anyway anb0dy can ans me dis qn? wad ish life? t00k 5 yrs t0 try t0 understand it...dun even n0e wad its b0ut even until n0w...yeah rite...im a failure...
t0 me, life ish juz b0ut d0in wad a human shud be d0in...even after d0in great tings in dis w0rld, we stil haf t0 die...sh0...living ish b0ut accepting death? b0ut 0verc0min 0ur fear 0f death? many ppl wan fame...but after dey die, d0 dey really stil haf dat? maybe yesh...but dere wil 0waes be a deadline t0 dat...l0l
- Jun 25 Wed 2008 08:10
exhausted...
hmm...train until lvl 118 den suddenly g0t server check...den dunn0 wad happen...bec0me lvl 117 again...arghhh...
- Jun 21 Sat 2008 08:01
wh000...
anyway limin camp in 0ur hse...package which c0nsists 0f 3 meals f0r 4d3n n a cup n00dles...l0l...haiz...l0l
haiz...really dunn0 wad t0 d0 wid my mac leh...nid wind0ws...den heard dat if wan wind0ws xp ish much m0re ex leh...h0w? i shudn't had b0ught a mac in de fers place...0ther den surfing de net u cant d0 anytin wid it le...haiz...my tablet...
- Jun 15 Sun 2008 18:08
pissed...
didn my parents 0waes say dey r n0t paying f0r a f0ne dats m0re den $300? den wy...0kie 0kie...i understand...c0z dey lyk her m0re? c0z dey tink dey had 0ready paid a l0t f0r my pian0 less0n? c0z she 0waes had better results den me? c0z im in p0ly n n0t jc? l0l?
i 0waes t0t dat my m0ther ish fair...but wad? l0l? she even agreed 0n payin f0r de m0re den $300 f0ne...l0l?
- Jun 09 Mon 2008 08:47
independent...
anyway when we were at causeway p0int my mum was angry wid my dad f0r his stingyness...hahaha...
0.0 i was sh0cked t0 watch de news...dere was a murder at causeway p0int f00d c0urt at ar0und 10.30...n t0 my surprise...i was dere havin bf...but i did n0t n0e dere was a murder...but me n my sis saw 2 p0liceman...wh0a...scary...haha
- Jun 05 Thu 2008 08:06
stress...
- Jun 03 Tue 2008 08:10
s0try 0f my bankruptcy...
0.0 remember ytd we t00k bus n0 23 t0 bas basah...de bus was quite cr0wded...after a few st0ps danicia f0und a seat beside an 0ld man...n when she sat d0wn...kenny t0ld us dat de uncle was 'excited'...dat realy scared danicia...haha...
- Jun 02 Mon 2008 12:45
fers day 0f de 2nd bl0ck...
- May 31 Sat 2008 23:29
2nd last day 0f h0liday...
- May 30 Fri 2008 23:32
de day...
u n0e wad? dats n0t de w0rst ting! we l0st 0ut way again!!! when we reach dere it's 0ready 6.30 n de bbq ish supp0sed t0 start...n we f0und dat we walk a l0nger way...dia0z...my hands r shakin even n0w...p00r me...
but i gained s0metin t0day! i learnt h0w t0 play de guitar! im a GENIUS...w00h00...*claps*...0kie...back t0 de t0pic...after havin dinner, we played chucky cards n i sh0wed magic tricks t0 amberle n danicia...n dey were amazed...w0a...w0nderful...
- May 28 Wed 2008 19:33
death
haha...juz watched accuracy 0f death n had been tinkin b0ut dis qn since...what d0 y0u tink 0f death? hmm...actuali de m0ment 0f death ish actuali quite scary...dere's n0 easy way...n n0 sh0rtcut...but wad b0ut life after death? free?
remember dat i 0nce dreamt dat i die...it was a feeling which i nvr had...but I ENJ0YED!!! it was reali free n light...n0 burden...i had wanted t0 tried...but...haha...u n0e...lack 0f c0urage...but u n0e wad? i realised dat i was even c0urage0us n0w...c0z stayin alive requires m0re c0urage den t0 die!!! believe me...
0.0 yarh wad d0es de blue sky l00ks lyk? *w0nder* since im in design, i wud imagine it...h0w i wish i cud escape fr0m dis w0rld n dis reality t0 a faraway place whr we wud n0t haf a max curve 0n 0ur face...ish it sh0 difficult juz t0 enj0y life? hmm...freed0m fr0m pain...
- May 28 Wed 2008 09:27
a new life
it has been 0ne m0nth in de new sk00l...TP...i t0t i wud enj0yed n i had enj0yed...but came t0 de realisati0n dat it was juz a self-decepti0n...
de new envir0nment...new tings t0 learn...new frens...i t0t i wud be able t0 c0pe well wid everytin...in de end...hmm...i m reali tired...maybe i shud g0 back t0 de way im livin in in de past...being my 0wnself ish easier...i d0n haf de ability t0 make every0ne accept me...at least i tried but knew dat i cant...d0zens 0f red bull wil n0t even be able t0 wake me up...
every0ne makes me feel sh0 imp0rtant initialy but threw me hard 0ne de gr0und f0rcing me t0 accept de truth dat i m juz n0thin...n n0w i n0e, I M N0THIN...sh0 st0p bein sh0 cruel t0 me...it reali hurts...