m0nkey

  haha. i rep0sted. dere r s0me c0ntents which shudnt be seen by s0meb0dy. ppl hu had read it ytd shud ubderstand wad i mean. haha. but dats de truth. juz treat dis as ytd p0st bah! haha

<m0.0m>

  haiz. fers week 0f h0lz n im feelin sh0 terrible. flu. haiz. my parents finally agree 0n n0 w0rk f0r me! w00h00! but i feel sh0 bad. haiz. wad t0 d0? 0mg. b0dyache. feelin sh0 c0ld~

  de ting in de centre 0f 0ur chest ish called de heart. it wil 0waes be thumpin. 0nce de heart st0ps, 0ur bl00d turns c0ld, f0ll0wed by death. u n0e wy 0ur b0dy temp shud 0waes stay at at least 36.5degress C? c0z its de least am0unt 0f warmth we shud haf t0 survive. 

  haha. th0 i said i wud f0rget b0ut him, dis (de ting which u r l00kin at) sh0ws dat i cant. isnt it? haha. nvm. it usually takes me 3 yrs t0 f0rget b0ut s0meb0dy. since its 0nly de 6th day, den deres stil a l0ng way t0 g0. jyjy!

  0.0 ye. ytd me n cher lin met at bugis t0 g0 t0 de j0b agency. den we realised dat we rly dun feel lyk w0rkin. sh0 we went t0 de arcade! but we stil went t0 de j0b agency at arnd 3 plus. lucky we went sh0 late. juz when we reach dere, a lady fr0m tcc called n we were hired! but n0w, de biggest pr0b ish t0 get myself black pants n sh0es. m0ney m0ney m0ney. havent even g0tten my pay larh. aiy0.

<punching my head>

  haiz. its 0ready de 4th day lia0, stil n0b0dy fr0m tcc called. nvm g0in t0 j0b agency lata! l00kin f0r a part tym j0b. h0pe dat i wun haf t0 w0rk 0n sat n sun. family day marh. haha. 0ki 0ki im a slacker. happy? haha. kim d0ng wan sh0 shuai n cute! 0mg!

  0.0 ytd went t0 make a pari 0f new specs. it ish grey n 0range. weird rite? my family members said dat it l00k nice, den fine l0. listen t0 dem. haha. aiya. g0in t0 watch h0t sh0t. hm. 

  im tryin n0t t0 g0 0nline at nite. dun wish t0 meet him 0nline. ur shud n0e hu i mean bah. haha. n0w quite successful in f0rgettin b0ut him except when bl0gging. haiz. juz 0ne m0re step n it shud be fine. juz lyk de tym wud n0t st0p f0r anyb0dy, my heart wud n0t st0p f0r u. yay!at least im n0t dyin sh0 early. but im n0t sure if i wil when i c my results.

<prayin> 

  Arghhh. havin a headache. haiz. n0b0dy fr0m tcc called. nvm. g0in t0 de j0b agency. haha.but i rly dun feel lyk w0rkin eh. my h0lz. sh0 b0rin. wad can i d0? g0 kb0x? my sis havin exams. haiz.

  i rly feel sh0 useless. my frens fr0m jc aspire t0 be d0c n lawyer. wad can i be? arent dere s0me interestin j0b waitin f0r me? haha. n0pe. be a bus driver? becareful 0f terr0rist attack w0r. aiyah. nvm larh. wy w0rry b0ut de future when even de next sec ish 0ur future? den we wil haf t0 w0rry every sec. haha

<stil tryin>

i t0t i shud share dis lyrics wid ur

05 The L0ve I Kn0w

  w00. went f0r de interview ytd wid persie n cher lin. haha. tink dat i had rly screwed it up. haha. sh0 me n cher lin intend t0 g0 t0 de j0b agency 0n m0n (but 0nly if she ish free). dia0z. de interviewer ask me wad ish de basics 0f a waitress. h0w wud i n0e if i had nvr been a waitress b4? grr...she didn even ask de rest larh.

  jyjy. erm. when wil we n0e 0ur results arh? c0z i wan t0 prepare f0r my death. haha. eh. er. hem.

  hm. my grandma c0min t0day. 0h ye. xueyi havin her E0Y 0n m0n. 0mg. i feel sh0 relax n she ish sh0 stress. haha. g00d luck l0rh.

<starrin at de sky>

  yawn. w0ke up early in de m0rning t0 send my mummy 0ff t0 w0rk. haiz. g0in f0r de interview lata. quite nerv0us. dunn0 whether i can get de j0b. but wad if i can? i dunn0 h0w t0 serve cus! but i 0s0 dun wan t0 d0 0ffice w0rk. 0ffice p0litics. den haf t0 w0rk everyday, m0n t0 fri, 0r even sat. tcc ish quite flexible lerh. my mummy said itd 0ki t0 get little f0r de pay, as l0ng as u lyk de j0b. haha.

<yawn>

  i tried. i tried f0r 23hrs 18mins n failed. haha. dere's nth i can d0. witness his attitude change t0wards me. haha. wad haf i n0t g0ne thru? death. i tried cryin. t0t i wud help me. but i cant. when we r t00 sad, n0t even 0ni0ns can make us sad. haha.

  de ite guy smsed me again. he keep askin me t0 stead wid him. shud i? but i wan my fers stead t0 at least be s0me0ne i lyk. ish dat sh0 difficult? n i cant accept him n0w c0z it wil be unfair t0 him. sh0, sry if my w0rds had hurt u. but i juz wan u t0 n0e dat i stil cant accept u n u dun haf t0 waste ur tym 0n me.

  2ml g0in t0 tcc f0r interview. h0pe dat i can get de j0b. haiz.

<blink blink, sleepy>

  Haha. T0t dat since dis ish de fers tym i m rly determined t0 f0rget b0ut him, dere r many tings wich i shud change. Brave c0urage0us gerl here. im g0in t0 st0p usin (...) if u havent realised. 0kie. enuff 0f dat. erm. hmm. 

  Matt said dat he wud 0pen de class earlier f0r us t0 submit 0ur w0rk. sh0, i left h0me at 7.50. n waited f0r 35 mins f0r de bl00dy bus n0. 30! den u n0e wad?! it br0ke d0wn half way! grrr. but i g0t a c0mplimentary tic f0r free! 0ne free ride! but juz t0 keep dat c0mplimentary tic, i didn use it. haha. t00pid? n0n0n0. im a genius. anyway reach sk00l at 9.30. haiz. waste my tym. 

  w00. stil feel damn full wid my bf (breakfast). dun nid lunch. can l0se weight at de same tym. dun sc0ld me huh.

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  haiz...dey n0e dat i rly hate it when dey buy 4D. den n0w my father even sc0ld me vulgarities when l00kin at de results 0f 4D! n he wans t0 blame me f0r being angry wid him! funny sia...in case any0ne 0f u dunn0, i wan t0 tell u dat i hate ppl buyin 4D!!! I HATE IT!

  hmmm...went t0 T3 after sk00l t0 take pics...went dere wid cher lin...it was rather tiring as we keep g0in t0 T3 n T2...f0und 0ne cracked glass at T2 n it was de ceiling...scary...remember t0 bring an umbrella if u r g0in dere...haha...anyway, we went t0 de mc n i had apple pie n milkshake! w00h00! haha...at T2, played psp until de batt went flat...change 0f venue t0 burger king sat dere f0r m0re den an h0ur n went h0me! enj0yin life! anyway, i manage t0 take a pic 0f cher lin wid0ut her n0ticin! cher lin, wahahaha! 

  w00h00! 5 m0re days t0 h0lz! juz finish my j0urnal...it's juz a piece 0f shit! l0l...h0pe dat i wun fail...

  dis few days i haf benn tinkin 0f dis...im determined t0 f0rget b0ut him...h0wever, it isnt easy...i asked my sis...she said...u haf t0 wake up every m0rnin, tellin urself t0 f0rget b0ut him...but haf u t0t b0ut dis? when u remind urself t0 f0rget b0ut him, u r actuali tinkin 0f him...sh0...h0w? i want t0 d0 it but cant...

  but an0ther piece 0f g00d news...juz realise dat dere ish n0 class 2ml...but nid t0 g0 take pics...haiz...sian...muz g0 al0ne...

   hmm...remember all d0se dramas? k0r 0r even taiwan...we 0waes tink dat de lead act0rs n actresses r sh0 n0ble...dey can put in a l0t 0f eff0rt, wid0ut askin anytin in return...but i cant...u n0e wy? dun u realise dat dere r 0waes s0meb0dy hu lyks de lead act0rs n actresses...dey r n0t al0ne...when dey r d0wn, dere r 0waes s0meb0dy t0 c0mf0rt dem...but in real life, wad d0 we haf? haha...even bab00 has his gf...l0l...

  but anyway, t0day ish 911! better be careful...l0l...anytin juz call 999...dun haf t0 call me c0z i cant help either...hmm...grr...my y0utube ish l0adin damn sl0wly...haiz...nid d0 my new mat lerh larh...but t0 dat special s0meb0dy, i stil haf t0 say, 사랑합니다!